Candace.. i am writing this as if i were talking to you, cause this is what i'd tell you tonight when you got home from work anyway. You know my whole song disappearing fiasco?? Well when i first got my computer, years ago, i downloaded songs and then added them to music match, but then moved the files to another location.. then when i went to play them on musicmatch, they said the file path could not be found..made perfect sense to me, right? Well again with my parents computer, i moved the files into my own folder, so when musicmatch couldnt play them i thought i knew why. I had asked perry and he goes "i didnt do anything, i just went here, and here, and here.." as he points to the limewire screen where you download songs.. His "lets play stupid" act ALMOST worked, cause we all know how stupid he really is. For the past two days, i've been thinking about it alot..and something was fishy. Song files dont just disappear into thin air, i was almost positive he deleted them but nope.. all through the weekend he insisted he didnt. Finally i decided to go to the source, someone that wouldnt lie to me..my mother, ha! This was our conversation:
Stacey: mom, why did he delete all my songs??

Mom: why were there so many on there?

Stacey: no mom, why did he delete all my songs? I am not stupid, as if he'd think for one minute that i believed him!

Mom: why did you put so many on there? .... I dont know why he deleted them...

Stacey: i knew it!! ugh he pisses me off, what the hell is his problem.

*at this point i am pissed off cause i just woke up and walked up stairs, its 6:30am and he is on the fucking toilet with the door open.... my biggest pet peeve is when people leave the fucking bathroom door open while they are in there!! also, 6:30 is the time i go and wash my hair... he is usually gone by 6:30. I realize he is gonna come out of there and i dont wanna see his fucked up ugly face to i go downstairs and say i will come up again after he leaves the house.*

- stacey enters the kitchen
Stacey: mom i want you to know that i am STILL thoroughly bitter about this whole song situation...

Mom:i dont know why this all happend... some of his got deleted too!

Stacey: listen here, isnt it just STRANGE that any country songs i happend to download, got to stay..but all my other music disappeared??

Mom: oh i dont know...

Stacey: Mom, he's fucked! he cant think properly, he has problems.

Mom: Stacey your mouth is atrocious! .... why dont you talk to him about this, and ask him what he has to say

Stacey: i dont think you heard me, he's FUCKED! he cant deal with conflict, he doesnt know how. he is childish, his brain has relapsed! i dont even know if it made it to adult stage to begin with. he cannot handle someone getting mad at him, he gets heated up right away and starts screaming and then he HAS to have the last word so he mumbles some useless stuff.

Mom:well you dont know till you try.. i've been knocking some sense into his head lately..he's better about it now.

*then i realize that my mom has been standing up to him more lately so i ask her about it all*

Stacey: yeah, you have been standing up to him more lately..whats up with that????

Mom: well i am starting to understand you and your point of view, i know where you're coming from

*THANK YOU GOD!!! fuck thats a miracle, SHE is getting angry at HIM because she sees how FUCKED up he is.. wow*

Stacey:ahhh, seriously?? i am so relieved you feel that way because for the longest time this has been affecting our relationship. i dont hate you, mom, i believe that you are a good person! its just that he isnt.. he is terrible. i am getting sick of him putting on a front to people

Mom:well if you think he's the only one on earth who does that, you're terribly wrong!

*um...good usage of the word terrible in one form or another*

Stacey:no, i know he's not the only one who is like that.. but its getting to be a bit rediculous. Everyone thinks things are so damn perfect around here cause mr. perry miller puts on this goddamn act like he is super dad, or family man or something.

Mom:what do you mean he puts on an act?

Stacey: okay when he phones his sister he tells her how we worked on the computer together, i helped him, and we made cds and downloaded songs 'n' stuff, but do you think he says "oh yeah, and then i waited till she went downstairs and i deleted all her songs behind her back! ..and then i lied about it, and completely denied the whole thing??"

Mom: no..of course he wouldnt say that!

Stacey: THANK YOU for illustrating my point for me!!!

Mom: oh... right.. i guess you have a point


This whole situation is simply preposterous!! Thats how my morning went